... there's so much decisions to make.
and yet i'm actually not taking any move.

wow and so fast 1 wk of sch over alr.
i'm actually looking forward to holis alr.. eh another 2 mths before the next holis. i hope no more of freeloaders for this sem. seriously.

then... hmmm.
idk why but everytime when i received calls/sms from you i'll get quite excited. sth which i havent been actually expecting/feeling since very very long ago. so long that i had alr forgotten why it used to matter.

or rather, it dont matter to me anymore :)
i was laughing on the other end of the phone today and felt like smacking you hard. i imagined you looking like a gal while talking and then, i begin laughing again. everything seem so animated. i wonder i wonder i wonder do you actually mean whatever you said in those sms/phone calls? i actually dont know/understand.

i know i know i know i cannot cannot risk again like i tried once.
i think i think i think i prefer this kind of more than words kind of friendship more than confusing it otherwise?! idk idk idk.

ahhhhhh help.
i can get help in everything except this.